Post by Axel on Nov 14, 2009 16:37:19 GMT -5
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<firstsilentGOD> Axel: *in his room, door's open for a change though, he's trying to rearrange things, though the assassins are doing most of the work*
14:42:26 <firstsilentGOD> i should prolly change my color xD this blue is starting to look too close to the BG in dAmn]
14:42:57 <MorthaUnderwood> Kadaj:*beedn debating looking around for Axel to see how he's doing but at the same time thinking he might wanna be alone in the state hes in* hrm...
14:43:09 <MorthaUnderwood> overthinking lil rem))
14:43:34 <Hikari-Sora1> Sora: *peaks his head into Dem's room looking for him* huh...where'd he go?..
14:43:36 <firstsilentGOD> heh]
14:44:39 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *looking down the hall, Dizzy told him he saw Assassins about, so that meant Axel was back, which means he was to apologize* *holding a mug of cool cider he sighed and peaked into the fire mage's room*...Axel?
14:49:56 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: Hm? *glances back from the bed, pulling things out from under it* What? If they're being too noisy I can close the door..?
14:51:37 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: nah, its not that *smirks a bit to himself, hair not slicked up in its usual fashion, all it just slicked back with a few strands dangling in front of his eyes* ..I came to apologize...for being an ass to you last time. *holds up the mug*
14:54:48 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *brows raise, a half a smirk* Oh.. *sets down the little box and holds out his hand for the cider where he is, a slight grimace with the way he turned to do it* All right. Most don't get the humor end of my bad moods anyway.
14:58:40 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *hands it over, looking around awkwardly* mind if I sit? ... *looks around more* anywhere I guess?... If I can find a seat?
15:00:21 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: Nah........ *same thought.. all three cahirs are taken up with stuff* The bed's fine I guess.
15:01:29 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *sits and laces his fingers together, looking at the ground* ...nh...still, it was uncalled for. I was just being a prude...and a twat, a really big one >.o I guess I just took it hard because...well, I look up to you...
15:09:05 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *picking things out of the box, mostly cubes or orbs of glass in different colors and sizes, moving them into a tool box instead; pauses at that last one, and can't help but laugh a little* Sorry but.. what the hell for..? I'm your local punching bag, at least according to Xemnas, and a majority of the others. *snorts* Extra nothing in a batch of nothing. Half of existance and non existance wants me dead, and a good portion of the ones that don't get the same sentiment from me. Nothing to look up to there if you ask me.
15:10:45 <firstsilentGOD> involved conv in aim x3]
15:13:32 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: You're too hard on yourself man. *grins* You're like...I don't know, the bad boy of the organization. I really don't care...its because of you I went out and.... *he groaned long and loud looking away and rubbing the back of his head, getting flustered* I trained six months...to use a sword...because the last time we spoke you said I didn't have a blade to cross with yours...so I wanted to be good enough *shrugs lightly* Guess I really did prove to be too annoying.
15:17:12 ** themightyalexa has joined
15:17:24 <themightyalexa> .... whoa ))
15:19:55 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *finally sitting down next to him he gave him a bit of an odd look before he mentioned training, heating up that cider finally in his left* Black sheep seems more appropriate. I'd wondered where you'd gone off to.
15:20:10 <firstsilentGOD> hello darling~]
15:22:01 <themightyalexa> Holy crap you're here, I thought you died... I thought I died... xD; HI. ))
15:22:59 <MorthaUnderwood> XD)
15:23:09 <firstsilentGOD> back and forth between mail and here but yes, here <3]
15:23:24 <firstsilentGOD> and I didn't die, just my fingers.. for a few months]
15:23:40 <themightyalexa> ah true~ ))
15:25:52 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: Well you're the reason I even tried. I think I've gotten pretty good.. *sighs, rubbing a colored cheek.* Y'know *huffs out a sigh* m'missed you when you were gone
15:30:25 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: I'll bet. *chukles a bit and stirs the cinnoman stick around before taking a sip* Skitzo bitch still looking to electrocute me? Or has she moved on to other targets yet?
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15:36:45 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *twitches at her mention* she moves around... *sighs* >> nh........*facepalms, seems to be thinking and innerbattling with himself* *growls and stands up* >/ ngh, hey Axel?
15:37:50 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *raises a brow taking another sip, wondering a few things before he asked* Yeah..?
15:40:28 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *shaking just a little* I don't know what's been up with myself for the past few days. Sora teases me about it and the more I think about it I think he may be right. But I don't expect anything *bends over and kisses his lips, then straightens back up turning away* it's great to have you back. *going to go now, get out of the Assassins' way*
15:43:41 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *almost drops his cider, almost; and snatches his wrist before he's out of reach, a more serious and earnest expression aimed at the floor* ...........sit down, please.
15:46:26 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: ! *looks a little surprised, blinking and looking back at him, face red as a tomato* ...... *well, not much more humilation in store so...he quietly sits back down, just a bit nervous now*
15:54:36 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *lets go when he sits down and takes a sip of his drink again to nod the Assassins out the still open door* I like you. *came out easy as everything else that made it's way out of his mouth* But.. honestly this whole situation? Being here at all, walking on eggshells, having to keep the whirlygigs around for bodyguards twenty-four-seven. Makes it really difficult to commit to anything. And... *taking a breath he shook his head* I think I'm dating someone. *rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand* I think I am anyway.. I don't know. Feels like it, but it's as complicated as everything else. *finally looks up to him* I definitely wouldn't mind the affection. It .. would be really nice, to feel some warmth that I'm not generating, or that comes from a space heater. I don't know where I am right now though, other than having a really hard time trusting anyone totally.. and, that kind of thing makes it really hard to go after anything like that, or be pursued for anything other than gratification, you know?
16:05:01 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *lets out the breath he didn't know he was holding when Axel finished and nodded, running a hand through his hair* Of course I understand *he laughed out nervously, pushing his hand through his hair* And yeah...I think you are too. Yaz told me...I just...needed to get this off of my shoulders, It's been crushing me for months...but anyway! *grins* Yeah I look up to you man, you're smart in your own way, resourceful, you don't take any crap from anybody. Not scared to break the rules for something that needs to be done...heh *the grin faultered a bit.* Just, want you to be happy, yep x3 Sora wouldn't like it if you were uncomfortable like this. ((Sora: don't bring me into this!!)) You know I'm here if you need me *smiles just a little more geniune now*
16:16:18 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: I'm trying on that happy bit... *a slightly cockeyed half smirk when the kid kicked in from elsewhere* Thanks though. *elbows him with just a little regret from the stitches* I don't know if I'll always be here, but.. I'll be around at least. I didn't go climb up out of the water to go out with stuff like this.. *thumbs the faded scar Xemnas had left behind* OR this.. *and teh one left by Marluxia* Or these.. *shook his head a bit reaching slightly for the bandage under his tank as well* Gonna take a lot more to snuff me out of the picture.
16:16:30 <firstsilentGOD> 15 mins, then bus time]
16:23:02 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *nods, lacing his shaking fingers together, smiling at the ground* We can't rid of you that easily......hey...Axel...thanks for being sincere...and not pushing me away... *eyes soften, still staring at the ground* Like I said, I don't expect anything...I never really do...I also appreciate you not giving me false hope. *stands up, arms at his side* I'll......be going now..
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16:24:43 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: All right.. *stands with him, intending to call teh Assassins back in, and pauses, leaning to kiss his cheek briefly* Thanks, Dems..
16:24:49 <BloodRose1313> Hi all
16:24:55 <BloodRose1313> lots of people today}}
16:25:00 <firstsilentGOD> heylos~]
16:25:06 <BloodRose1313> ^^
16:25:07 <firstsilentGOD> I'm about to go ]
16:25:13 <BloodRose1313> aww
16:25:55 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *eyes close for the kiss, just standing there a few seconds longer* ...yeah... *walks out, probably going to the kitchen*
16:26:38 <BloodRose1313> Yazoo: *Is in the kitchen making another cold compress cause he's suffering from heat.*
16:28:39 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *follows him to the door to nod the whirlygigs back in, looking back to his glass store with a belated gift or four in mind*
<firstsilentGOD> Axel: *in his room, door's open for a change though, he's trying to rearrange things, though the assassins are doing most of the work*
14:42:26 <firstsilentGOD> i should prolly change my color xD this blue is starting to look too close to the BG in dAmn]
14:42:57 <MorthaUnderwood> Kadaj:*beedn debating looking around for Axel to see how he's doing but at the same time thinking he might wanna be alone in the state hes in* hrm...
14:43:09 <MorthaUnderwood> overthinking lil rem))
14:43:34 <Hikari-Sora1> Sora: *peaks his head into Dem's room looking for him* huh...where'd he go?..
14:43:36 <firstsilentGOD> heh]
14:44:39 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *looking down the hall, Dizzy told him he saw Assassins about, so that meant Axel was back, which means he was to apologize* *holding a mug of cool cider he sighed and peaked into the fire mage's room*...Axel?
14:49:56 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: Hm? *glances back from the bed, pulling things out from under it* What? If they're being too noisy I can close the door..?
14:51:37 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: nah, its not that *smirks a bit to himself, hair not slicked up in its usual fashion, all it just slicked back with a few strands dangling in front of his eyes* ..I came to apologize...for being an ass to you last time. *holds up the mug*
14:54:48 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *brows raise, a half a smirk* Oh.. *sets down the little box and holds out his hand for the cider where he is, a slight grimace with the way he turned to do it* All right. Most don't get the humor end of my bad moods anyway.
14:58:40 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *hands it over, looking around awkwardly* mind if I sit? ... *looks around more* anywhere I guess?... If I can find a seat?
15:00:21 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: Nah........ *same thought.. all three cahirs are taken up with stuff* The bed's fine I guess.
15:01:29 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *sits and laces his fingers together, looking at the ground* ...nh...still, it was uncalled for. I was just being a prude...and a twat, a really big one >.o I guess I just took it hard because...well, I look up to you...
15:09:05 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *picking things out of the box, mostly cubes or orbs of glass in different colors and sizes, moving them into a tool box instead; pauses at that last one, and can't help but laugh a little* Sorry but.. what the hell for..? I'm your local punching bag, at least according to Xemnas, and a majority of the others. *snorts* Extra nothing in a batch of nothing. Half of existance and non existance wants me dead, and a good portion of the ones that don't get the same sentiment from me. Nothing to look up to there if you ask me.
15:10:45 <firstsilentGOD> involved conv in aim x3]
15:13:32 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: You're too hard on yourself man. *grins* You're like...I don't know, the bad boy of the organization. I really don't care...its because of you I went out and.... *he groaned long and loud looking away and rubbing the back of his head, getting flustered* I trained six months...to use a sword...because the last time we spoke you said I didn't have a blade to cross with yours...so I wanted to be good enough *shrugs lightly* Guess I really did prove to be too annoying.
15:17:12 ** themightyalexa has joined
15:17:24 <themightyalexa> .... whoa ))
15:19:55 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *finally sitting down next to him he gave him a bit of an odd look before he mentioned training, heating up that cider finally in his left* Black sheep seems more appropriate. I'd wondered where you'd gone off to.
15:20:10 <firstsilentGOD> hello darling~]
15:22:01 <themightyalexa> Holy crap you're here, I thought you died... I thought I died... xD; HI. ))
15:22:59 <MorthaUnderwood> XD)
15:23:09 <firstsilentGOD> back and forth between mail and here but yes, here <3]
15:23:24 <firstsilentGOD> and I didn't die, just my fingers.. for a few months]
15:23:40 <themightyalexa> ah true~ ))
15:25:52 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: Well you're the reason I even tried. I think I've gotten pretty good.. *sighs, rubbing a colored cheek.* Y'know *huffs out a sigh* m'missed you when you were gone
15:30:25 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: I'll bet. *chukles a bit and stirs the cinnoman stick around before taking a sip* Skitzo bitch still looking to electrocute me? Or has she moved on to other targets yet?
15:30:59 ** ExodusofSilenceBot has joined
15:36:45 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *twitches at her mention* she moves around... *sighs* >> nh........*facepalms, seems to be thinking and innerbattling with himself* *growls and stands up* >/ ngh, hey Axel?
15:37:50 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *raises a brow taking another sip, wondering a few things before he asked* Yeah..?
15:40:28 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *shaking just a little* I don't know what's been up with myself for the past few days. Sora teases me about it and the more I think about it I think he may be right. But I don't expect anything *bends over and kisses his lips, then straightens back up turning away* it's great to have you back. *going to go now, get out of the Assassins' way*
15:43:41 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *almost drops his cider, almost; and snatches his wrist before he's out of reach, a more serious and earnest expression aimed at the floor* ...........sit down, please.
15:46:26 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: ! *looks a little surprised, blinking and looking back at him, face red as a tomato* ...... *well, not much more humilation in store so...he quietly sits back down, just a bit nervous now*
15:54:36 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *lets go when he sits down and takes a sip of his drink again to nod the Assassins out the still open door* I like you. *came out easy as everything else that made it's way out of his mouth* But.. honestly this whole situation? Being here at all, walking on eggshells, having to keep the whirlygigs around for bodyguards twenty-four-seven. Makes it really difficult to commit to anything. And... *taking a breath he shook his head* I think I'm dating someone. *rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand* I think I am anyway.. I don't know. Feels like it, but it's as complicated as everything else. *finally looks up to him* I definitely wouldn't mind the affection. It .. would be really nice, to feel some warmth that I'm not generating, or that comes from a space heater. I don't know where I am right now though, other than having a really hard time trusting anyone totally.. and, that kind of thing makes it really hard to go after anything like that, or be pursued for anything other than gratification, you know?
16:05:01 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *lets out the breath he didn't know he was holding when Axel finished and nodded, running a hand through his hair* Of course I understand *he laughed out nervously, pushing his hand through his hair* And yeah...I think you are too. Yaz told me...I just...needed to get this off of my shoulders, It's been crushing me for months...but anyway! *grins* Yeah I look up to you man, you're smart in your own way, resourceful, you don't take any crap from anybody. Not scared to break the rules for something that needs to be done...heh *the grin faultered a bit.* Just, want you to be happy, yep x3 Sora wouldn't like it if you were uncomfortable like this. ((Sora: don't bring me into this!!)) You know I'm here if you need me *smiles just a little more geniune now*
16:16:18 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: I'm trying on that happy bit... *a slightly cockeyed half smirk when the kid kicked in from elsewhere* Thanks though. *elbows him with just a little regret from the stitches* I don't know if I'll always be here, but.. I'll be around at least. I didn't go climb up out of the water to go out with stuff like this.. *thumbs the faded scar Xemnas had left behind* OR this.. *and teh one left by Marluxia* Or these.. *shook his head a bit reaching slightly for the bandage under his tank as well* Gonna take a lot more to snuff me out of the picture.
16:16:30 <firstsilentGOD> 15 mins, then bus time]
16:23:02 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *nods, lacing his shaking fingers together, smiling at the ground* We can't rid of you that easily......hey...Axel...thanks for being sincere...and not pushing me away... *eyes soften, still staring at the ground* Like I said, I don't expect anything...I never really do...I also appreciate you not giving me false hope. *stands up, arms at his side* I'll......be going now..
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16:24:43 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: All right.. *stands with him, intending to call teh Assassins back in, and pauses, leaning to kiss his cheek briefly* Thanks, Dems..
16:24:49 <BloodRose1313> Hi all
16:24:55 <BloodRose1313> lots of people today}}
16:25:00 <firstsilentGOD> heylos~]
16:25:06 <BloodRose1313> ^^
16:25:07 <firstsilentGOD> I'm about to go ]
16:25:13 <BloodRose1313> aww
16:25:55 <Hikari-Sora1> Demyx: *eyes close for the kiss, just standing there a few seconds longer* ...yeah... *walks out, probably going to the kitchen*
16:26:38 <BloodRose1313> Yazoo: *Is in the kitchen making another cold compress cause he's suffering from heat.*
16:28:39 <firstsilentGOD> Axel: *follows him to the door to nod the whirlygigs back in, looking back to his glass store with a belated gift or four in mind*